ATL I'm sorry....forgive me

I just have to apologize to myself for allowing things to go down that never should have happened...if its balme i'll take it....baby we gone make it through...

I feel awesome...back on track. Reconnect with my dreams and aspirations. I felt bad because the future but my goals are back. My goals for my career....my social life... my family...my relationship. I know what I want and taking the steps to get their...making big girl decisions :) More focused on self than others and thats how I want it to be. Get ATL together before I take over the world...I work for a great company...my grades are looking beautiful...I have a new circle of friends whom I know have my back...I use more wisdom before I speak...I become a more virtous woman...who before she turns 30 will have reached majority of her goals. Husbands and kids/dogs will come when the time is right with the right person and together we will be in tune and focused.

.sidenote. i ran into an older couple today at work they had to be in their 80s or something and they were soo funny and full of life and i realized i want my realtionship to be like that at that age...lol...they were too cute

It took some time and heartache to get here but I wouldnt change it for the world.



ReDISCOVERD xo

realization...

...so i got another one of those itches i cant scratch.....and i ponder on it more when im alone....being alone with your thoughts is scary at times....but there is something about this itch and i haven't had one in awhile....but its different from the ones i had in the past....like something is missing....this thing isnt complete and this itch is nagging as helll to the point where it angers me at times...WHAT THE HELL IS IT...i dont know and thats what gets me....but then i think about it from another perspective and what if i do know but just dont want to accept it....maybe thats it...maybe im my own itch :/

will i?

am i ready for this part of my life?

do i still want to hang on to this?

will i ever have answers to my questions?

.....thats life