fuck you

lotta shit on my mind...and i keep reachin out to folk...i hate bein alone in this state of mind. i need people around me to keep my mind off of it. i get the usual oh it'll be ok and then they'll go back to their own lives and that just irks me even more. right now i just dont wanna be around anyone who doesnt want to be around me...i fuckin hate when people need me im there but i gotta beg for some type of comfort in my time of need....i fuckin hate this shit. i feel so by myself with this thing...when situations like this pop up madd emotions from other things still pending pop up. im really exhausted.